Lazy Friday

It been quiet for the last few days. No xtvt at plants as it was raining since Sunday. All the people take it slow and easy. Well for me just follow the flow. Not sure what else to do. As usual my laundry is piling up. No point wash it and let is soak with rain water.

Yesterday-23 January go and do my Brunei IC. Wake up at 5.30am and go that at 6.00am with my colleague who drop me there. The queue already start when I arrived. Door open at 7.30am and start take queue number at 8am. Manage to complete it by 9am. Payment BND20 and IC will be ready on 3rd February 2014 for collection. After that I ask my colleague to drop me at JPD to do my Brunei Licence. Fill up the form and when my turn at the counter the officer said my documents not complete. Have to rush back to main office and get supporting letter from HR to apply Brunei Licence. Finish this at 11am. Licence to collect on 30th January 2014. Another 1 more week before I can drive. Argggggg feel so tired with so many documentations just for me to drive a car in Brunei. Hope no more surprise after this as I really need to drive. The contact details for me already up in the company website but the problem is I don't have laptop & my email address also wrong how to do work??? Again have to wait. At one time feel so tired waiting all this.

Since Tuesday manage to FB chat with my Fiancee. So happy with this as finally we can chat/msg each night without paying/worry so much on the bill. Since my company phone line had 5GB quota for internet it was easy to connect to FB and chat with her which is something I look forward every night when I get back home. At least it not a boring night as what I encounter for last 2 weeks. But next week she might not be able to chat with me since she going back to hometown. Will be another boring day for 4 days next week since I had scraped the plan going back to Penang for this Chinese New Year.

While chatting yesterday night we had argument on what to do if there a 3rd party in our relationship. This is our 1st long distant argument we had since I arrived here. For me I will do what ever it take to defense/protect our relationship until the end. I need her to do the same to me. What I can promise to her is that I Won't Give Up on us and we will be a happy family together.

   

JASON MRAZ

                                                    "I Won't Give Up"

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up